peevelmouse

stolen from madi-lu Appearance: [x] = You have blue/green eyes [] = You blush a lot (not sure, my cheeks to heat up sometimes but i think thats just random a lot of the times) [x] = You giggle maybe sometimes but my laugh is a bit hit and miss- often im totaly silent wen i laugh [x] = You're quiet [x] = You say random silly things- (i invented random) [ ] = You have a baby face- my face is like the opposite to baby-( its all angles and edges -_-...square jaw ftw) [x] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing-(yes wen im not wearing lolita styled dresses...k my cloths usually have som odd twist to em) [/] = You don't wear halt

ok so i had this really vivid n awsome dream that combined hunger games with final fantasy x so the games wer slightly diffrnt as sin was the final boss thing in the arena. any ways like madi crew and lu and ems and lots of ppl frm school wer in it- so was som of the charactrs frm ffx and hunger games and it was sooo awsome! i was thinking id write it up on here but nt sure if it wud be too weird- i died in it- like practically everyone died but it was well cool- brap!

ok so right now i really wudnt mind a bullet in the head- i feel like im dying from the inside out anyway. Iv had cripling pain every morning and night now for months. i cant remember that last full week of school iv bin to. The worst of it is that i feel like a huge disapointment. Most ppl r able to just get on with their ailments but not me. i just curl up in a ball n cry. Think my parents r sick of the sight of me n well i wudnt blame my friends if they wer fed up of me too. contastantly absent and then naggin them for their books. Worst of all is that this is a cronic illness and could be with me till i die. i may not be able to go t